Summer 2026

Moxie Ladies,

More times than I can count, I have asked the Lord to lead me to the source my body needs to heal my struggle with anxiety.

Yes, ladies, I did just type that word: S O U R C E.

And that is essentially what God said to me today:

“I am the Source.”

What He made clearer to me than ever before is that I may always need to take medication.

Which, to be honest, I absolutely cannot stand.

I know God can heal me, sisters, but for reasons I do not fully understand, He has chosen not to remove this struggle completely.

And somehow, today, I was able to take a deep breath and accept that reality more fully than ever before.

This is the path God has chosen for me.

There are many days when the medication doesn’t seem to work, and my anxiety rises to a nine or even a ten.

I cast it off in case it is spiritual warfare.

I meditate in case I simply need to breathe.

I exercise in case my body needs to move.

And I drink so much water that I practically pee my pants. :)

Yet the anxiety remains.

And so I cling to Jesus more tightly than I did the day before.

I often find myself reciting Psalm 23:

The Lord is my shepherd;
I shall not want.

And I have to fight the urge to shout,

“Yeah… well, I do not want anxiety!”

He makes me lie down in green pastures;
He leads me beside still waters;
He restores my soul.

And then, ladies, I breathe.

Yes, some more.

I picture the green grass and the still waters, and I believe that He is restoring me on a level that I cannot yet see.

Yes, I truly believe that He is the Good Shepherd—even when I feel like this.

What I know deep within my soul is exactly what David knew:

“I will dwell in the house of the LORD for endless days.”

That is a very long time, sisters.

If you struggle with anxiety too, welcome to the fan club. Hehee.

I know it is hard.

But I also know that if you stay the course and hold tightly to the Lord, you will come to know Him more deeply than you ever would have without this battle.

He has you.

And…I’m holding on.

With Love ♥️& Moxie, 

Kel

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